Nov 30, 2010

Looking at death in the eye

Yesterday, I was exploring a resort attached to the jungle in Bandipur.
There was a fence on one side separating the jungle and the resort.
I stared endlessly at the thickness of the forest and the beauty of wilderness.

I loved my feelings so much, I went and hugged the fence, like Jesus on the cross.
with a feeling that I am hugging the infinity of the wilderness that stood before me.

Suddenly, I heard a growl and something threw me for about 10 feet.

There I stared the death, the possible destroyer of my life
in a beautiful yellow coat and black spots. She was wild.

She stared me, I stared her. we stared each other for a minute. With fence separating us.

I was her means of living, and she is mine. Now.

Nov 29, 2010

Misery of humanity

I am in Mysore zoo
one of the most god forgotton places

I feel sorry for being born as human.

Nov 26, 2010

Birthdays

Tomorrow will be my birthday

It is just like any other day
Sun will shine,
puffy clouds will drift
children will smile
traffic will roar

if earth is lucky, it will attract some rain

Tomorrow will be as beautiful as any other day


Rain Song

I opened my eyes
And looked up at the rain,
And it dripped in my head
And flowed into my brain,
And all that I hear as I lie in my bed
Is the slishity-slosh of the rain in my head.

I step very softly,
I walk very slow,
I can't do a handstand--
I might overflow,
So pardon the wild crazy thing I just said--
I'm just not the same since there's rain in my head.

-Uncle Shelby

This is just what happened to me.

Passions

Why?

I dont care.


Aunts


Aunts of an antling

Siva Siva!


Feet of Siva in Ikkeri

Flow my friend!


A river near sringeri.

What the heck

if emotions are actions
what is love?

I will still go on my wondering anyway.